24 May 2006

Cancer...

An age of 69, Suspect of cancer... she has breathing problems, needed an oxygen supply. Can't walk, eat, breathless to talk. Before she was admitted to the hospital, she always feed mi wif vegetables, but i refused to eat. I know, She will be very sad. She told mi not to drink cold drinks, eat crackers. But, I did not listen to her. But now, I finally listened to her advise. But, it was just too late... She can't walk, eat herself, needed people to help her. This was the second time to the hospital. This time, maybe she go in, and never get to come out. Even she get to come out, she will be lieing down motionless wif a white cloth... I don't wan tis to happen, she must come out happily, playing wif mi. I still want her to feed mi, I want her to attend my weeding, I want her to carry my baby. I jus don't wan her to go... There is a lot of things I have not shown her... I just dosen't her to jus go like that... She is the dearest person to mi... So please don go... my life will be painful, meaningless, measerable..... I really don't want her to go......

Posted by my memories at 10:37 PM