29 November 2007

why shld this happen??

This shld be der best time I will have, if you have not leave mii..you know wad?? I had dreamt of you again todae.. this is der 5th time I had dreamt of you.. 1st time was on der 3rd oct '07, 2nd time was on, 10th oct '07, 3rd time was on 28 Oct '07, 4th time was 29th Oct '07, & 5th time was today, 29th Nov'07..
surprised seeing these dates tht I had taken note of? do you notice 28th& 29th Oct? dey are so closed to each other?? ha, that was maybe, I missed you too much aft der sch ended? but, nw, todae, you knoe where the dream took place?? it actually took place at Giant.. der place which I hated.. I really couldn't belive it..

Posted by my memories at 10:16 PM

28 November 2007

having an nice evening with sotong~3..


gd evening..haha..having a little nice time this evening with sotong gerr gerr no.3.. woo..we two, open der champagne together..den tht pop sound so shiok..got smoke come out some mre.. wahh.. it's so nice luhh, she having a nice sleep nw.. she tired aft posting for these pics.. hehe.. too bad tht sotong#1 never come..she can't enjoy.. but nvm lahh.. aft a few mre days or weeks, I will be handling sotong#3 to sotong#1 liao.. sobs..sobs..sob.. I will miss you der.. mus come back okays?? T.T

Posted by my memories at 6:08 PM

27 November 2007

I really don wish

I really don wish to see you anymore.. seeing you brings mii great hurt..if I never see you, at least my feelings would be realy much better.. perhaps time is really der onli medication.. I just really need a holiday to sort out maii mind bahh.. I guess this time, I won't really regret leaving singapore anymore..I won't ask the plane to turn back anymore..I won't look back at der departure gate for you anymore.. I won't..
I also won't be late anymore for my flight..

Posted by my memories at 10:07 PM

26 November 2007

your present?

so many weeks, days since 7th nov '07 I came back.. you had not collected your present from mi....I was really wondering, when is der day tht you are going to collect it.. 1 year? 3 years? or 5 years? I know tht you don wan to meet mii up for some reasons.. but. am I really tht scary? everytime your present, I will think of der day tht I almost missed my flight back to Singapore.. you know, on my way back on der plane.. I was planning how to giv it to you.. I think& think.. till your birthday, I was still on very high hopes tht you will come to receive your present.. but, however you upset mii.. you didn't take it, you didn't even contact mii since ever I came bac, onli till I contact you to wish you a happy birthday..den you replied a thank you..
All der hard planning tht I had thought of just simply vanished into the air.. I really don knoe, if I shld buy any mre christmas gifts, valentine's day& birthday gifts for you..?even I buy, you will still not receive it.. at times, I really think that, why shld I buy for you,& risked being left in Hong Kong.. don worry, your gift is still safe& sound.. jus blame on my own luck..

Posted by my memories at 6:31 PM

24 November 2007

whoots... yeahs!!

Lets' have some happy stuffs first.. I had been posting up alot of sad things up here since, quite a long time ago?? hehe.. hmm, firstly, I would be going for 3D, 2 nite chalet!! wahh.. shld be cool over there.. at nite can get high.. not that too high lahh..duhh.. going on der 4th to 6th dec.. den aft, come bac le.. mayb a few days ltr, go KL, aft come bac from KL, shld will go China again bahh.. this time, will go tuu, Beijing, or smth.. den on der plane, can slowly sort out things in my mind, thoughout der 4 hrs flight.. mii very dots hor?? say happy things, nw say sad things again.. but hor, 1st day go bac sch sure die.. cause, der travel form I put, not travelling.. den, I still go HK, ShenZhen, den ltr, KL, den don knoe where again.. hehe.. my friends cute lehh.. I go HK come bac, she go, she come bac, my another friend to KL, she come bac, my turn to go again.. sho diao rite??

Posted by my memories at 9:10 PM

23 November 2007

trying very hard..

Why should I choose her?? Even though she's beautiful, but, dosen't mean I must choose her.. I don't choose, fancy or love ppl, jus because they are pretty..I look on their character..not looks.. you want mii to forget abt you? I don't knoe when can I do tht.. I had been trying very hard everyday.. If it was so easy to forget, I would have forgotten you long ago..
Remember I told you before? 3mths? 1 year, 2 years or even 3 years? I don't knoe when.. I can't even know the answer myself.. Even though, I knew you had stead le.. But, I wouldn't mind.. because, you will be alot, much more happier with hymm, than with miie.. I just have to accept that..
I can't force you to fancy mii if you don't.. I can't force you to be with mii, if you don't wish to..I can't force.. I just want you to be happy.. not sad.. although, I may not wish to see you, ever again.. But, do you think I bare to do this? do you think so? From der start of 20th Sept '07.. I thought that, even though we did not go into a relationship.. But, at least our friendship will last long.. However, this simple wish was broken just after I came back from my sad& worried(high hopes) trip..
you had choosen to hate mii, you had choosen to, not talk to mii, you had choosen to, not make friends with mii, make any single contact with mii.. you had choosen this path.. So, I had no choice, but to follow& patch up on der bumpy path that, you had created for me.. I don't really know, when will I really totally foeget about you, or when will I not love you anymore.. I really don't know seriously..

Posted by my memories at 4:53 PM

22 November 2007

Giant, courts& Ikea

Giant, Courts & Ikea, these three places indeed marked a very deep unforgetable memories for mii.. It will be in my mind forever..why? because, that's where I had der most happiest, sweetest time with you& your friends..
Remember our promise? aft exams? we promised to go, these three places again to play.. I guess, you had cleanly forgotten abt it..am I right? I still can remember that you ran down the travellator? with big, big steps? den when you turn.. you fell down.. it was funny eh?? we also, always go the opposite ways..I go ikea, you go courts..I go courts..you go ikea..I guess, we two had been bringing our friends around till they are quite mad uhh?
I still can remember on 2nd Oct, when we go there that time, you always hide behaind your friend when you see miie,, whyy sho shyy?? also at Giant, I didn't knoe tht you were sho near to mii..when I saw you walking near, towards miie.. I was so shocked..den, I jus bluff, bluff never see you..I really had alot of fun time at those three places..I thought, whenever, I go there, I would think of our sweet times there.
But now, I can't bare to go there anymore..it brings painful memories to miie..whenever I pass by the highway& see these three buildings. I would be very sad..whenever I pass by& see der shuttle bus, or der shuttle bus area..I would think of those days that, I was waiting at the stop for the bus, dying to see you at giant..
Now, I just hope that, I didn't see those three buildings..those buses..I just really hope.. I compeletly can't imagine, three sweet buildings can become, three most hated buildings.. my thoughts at that time was, hopping tht those buildings, will not be demolished, as it holds der sweetest memories for miie..nw, I don't think I want to keep these buildings any more..

Posted by my memories at 9:54 PM

21 November 2007

Having thoughts??

You mus be thinking why I talked to you today bah?? I gave you a link, it was on the online forum..It was about a worker who was wearing a farmer hat, with a paper around it, & it look like a large fried egg.. Even though, I hated you that much, but because I want to make you laugh, so I send it to you.. I remembered that in those days, I will always send you all thesefunny things for you to see& laugh. This fried egg shld be der most funniest de bah?? Hope tht you really had a good laugh, if you didn't wan to see it, I can understand.. den, just let it be, treat it as, I did not send it to you at all..

Posted by my memories at 11:23 PM

life had never been the same

My life had never been the same since I came back on 7th Nov '07.. I had lost a very important person.. my life nw is, extremely dull.. it has became, a very normal, dark days for miie.. it seems tht, I had gone back to my old days.. it's the same as not knowing you at all..
I just felt a huge sense of great loss.. if I had known.. I shouldn't hav flown to Hong Kong.. we had met again yesterday if, I am not wrong.. I didn't really look for you.. I don't know where are you.. I only know tht, you shld be in tht group.. you may hav seen mii maybe?? you shld knoe the reason why I had turn back, instead of sitting down.. I don't nid to say bahh.. these few days are wet days.. you mus becareful, don't get yourself sick..
even, I care abt you, worry abt you so much.. it's also the same.. no use.. you are going to part my life soon.. I guess? I am, leaving your life soon also..am I rite?? I don't think, tht I am in your mind at all.. you had totally scrapped mii off your life..

Posted by my memories at 9:18 PM

20 November 2007

todae is der day..

today is der day of saddness or happiness?? sadness I guess, this is the 2nd month tht I had met you& know you, since 20th Sept '07..
this day can't be any happier for mii.. because.. I will remember tht, this is the date of, the mth tht I had known you.. to remember means, having to be sad.. I jus wish tht, I can forget& get on with my life..

Posted by my memories at 10:32 PM

16 November 2007

如果有一天我们再见面, 时间会不会倒退一点?

如果有一天我们再见面, 时间会不会倒退一点? If there's 1 day that we will meet.. will der time, go backwards? finally, todae 16th Nov '07, 4 days to 20th Nov '07.. we met each other again.. since 2 days of not interacting with each other..

why mus be 20th nov? cus, every 20th of der mth.. I will remember tht, on 20th Sept '07 I get to know you... tht's der day tht, I will never forget.. & I will never be happy ever again on my birthday..beacuse, it falls on a 20th of der mth.. you knoe tht, once I saw you.. I was, lik so shocked.. you shld mayb, thinking that, why do I looked at you in tht way rite?? perhaps, I onli smiled a little.. I did not knoe wad to do, at tht time.. what was on my mind was to, look for any bus to head home.. I didn't look back for you at all.. I guess, you didn't look at mii also.. you didn't even bother to look around for miie.. am I right? I was waiting at service 21, I onli saw you walking pass there aft.. my heart was lik, stopped for a little while you knoe?? cause, I thought, tht I would never meet you again.. so, I didn't hav, der feeling of, meeting you anywhere.. & I was also thinking, wad if, there was a day tht we will meet. What will happen? wad, will you do? or wad shld I do?& this really came true..

you may see tht, on my face I was quite troubled.. never mind if, you could't see.. it's okay..
it's how I jus wish.. I will never hav to meet you again.. In what ever reason..I jus can't bring myself to meet you..
this is der best choice perhaps?


也许时间是一种解药,


我真的好爱你,


再见..

Posted by my memories at 10:58 PM

15 November 2007

high hopes aren't really tht high..

I came back to Singapore on 6th nov '07 with high hopes, tht we can talk to each other again aft 4 days without intreacting with each other.. I finally touched down on 7th Nov '07 : 00:05 hrs.. der 1st thing I thinked of was to tell her tht I had arrived in singapore.. I actually wanted to call her up, But, she told mii tht, ask mi not to call her, jus send her a sms.. So I tried many times to send a sms to her, but, my fone encounted a problem. So I can't send any smses out.. even though I didn't send her, I knoe tht she is not waiting for my sms to come..Cause, she is not worried abt miie at all.. she dosen't care for mmie at all.. der dae b4 I fly, I was worring abt her..I kept finding, searching for presents for her in China& Hong Kong for her b'dae.. I finally bought some, I wanted to giv her on her b'dae itself.. But, you know, what reply I got? she dosen't wants to receive it.. I speacially bought it for her.. I almost missed my flight bac to singapore, jus for her present..& this is wad I get in return.. I even speacially ordered a choc cake& choc chip cookies for her.. wif her name& wishes on it.. jus for her.. But, she dosen't wants to receive it..does she really hates mii sho much?? Till yesterday, she had not been talking to miie.. not a single call, sms or any msn conversation.. while I was on der plane to HK, I was already thinking of her.. how I wished der plane can turn back to singapore.. When I came bac, I was also thinking of her.. hopping tht she's alright.. But, this is wad I get in return.. is this fair to mii?

Posted by my memories at 10:13 PM

14 November 2007

hai.. die le lahh..

Die le lahh..hai.. once, I hear abt der thing.. maii heart skipped a beat.. hai..

Died on 9th november '07
20:56..

I really hav no comments to sae abt.. wordless..

Posted by my memories at 12:10 PM

10 November 2007

wad did you promised miie??

Wad did uee promised miie tht evening?? can you still remember?? I bet you can't remember anything tht you promised.. whyy? cause, from der start of 25th sept '07.. I'm already not in your mind at all.. 25th sept rite?? It was jus 5 days aft we met uhh..? aft you seen miie, and mistaken miie for someone else.. you kicked miie to der side& left mii alone..it was a sad& heavy week for miie., for tht whole week.. jus tht you don't realised it.. hais..nvm, it's ok if you had forgotten cleanly abt wad you said.. I really, hav nth to sae..

Posted by my memories at 9:57 PM

04 November 2007

lazy post le..

mii lazy to post all der others liao..2 mre days,& return bac to S'pore!! yeah!!
hmm.. todae manage to call bac to singapore..I callled HER, 1st lahh of course.. But, der tel, fone line was not gd..sho it was cut off..so, I onli can hera her sae hello onli..
aft, I try call another fren..tht ger tht, I told u afraid of thunder& lightning der.. sho we manage to talk to each other for a while den.. der line kana cut off liao.. lolx luhh.. ahahs,, dunnch tell u, der ger's name.. slowly guess,,*(I mean, tht ger who afraid of thunder& lightning der lehh)

Posted by my memories at 11:47 PM

02 November 2007

wah nw already wad time le.. still clearing customs..

wah..nw already 20:56 le.. from jus nw at 20:15 den reach der terminal.. den walk here walk dere..den go in der customs stamp passport..lolx..queue sho long luhh..

Posted by my memories at 8:56 PM

Landed in Hong Kong

yo! landed in Hong Kong finally.. at 19:55.. der tempreture was 22 degrees.. wow..it was sho cold lahh.. once stepped out of der plane..all der cold air came blowing us..wah sho shiok luhh..

Posted by my memories at 7:57 PM

lolx..plane delayed..

lolx..plane delayed..we are supposed to land in Hong Kong at 19:25, but instead it landed at Hk at 19:55.. you knoe why?? cause der plane made 2 landings altogether..onli der 2nd time den land.. cus der 1st landing attempt was not successful.. it came out of der clouds for a while, den fly up again, turn 1 round den landed.. ha..all mus because of der earlier tumbulance bah..

Posted by my memories at 7:56 PM

woo..twice tumbulane on flight to HK

Woo..twice tumbulance on my aftn flight to Hong Kong on 3K 695, Jetstar Asia..

My plane took off from singapore grounds at around 15:55..shortly aft at araound 16:12 or smth.. 1/4 through der flight.. I can feel der plane shaking a little..den der seatbelts warning lights was activated.. den no choice luhh, jus hav to fasten again.. But not scary at all der lahh.. aft a few mins back to normal le..

Den at around 18:00, der dimmed der lights for us to sleep.. but, shortly aft at 18:14, I was preparing to go to der toilet..but, ther was still quite a number of ppl queueing up..sho I decided to wait.. tht's was when I felt der plane was starting to vibrate..dey seatbelts warning lights were activated again.. der Captain told all Passangers& Crews to fasten their belts.. aft 1 of der english speaking crew told us to return to our seats, while she was speaking through. Der plane suddenly glide down and up.. der crew almost fell down, b'cos I can hear tht her voice is very tensed up, aft der chinese crew came and speak very fast though der system..
ermm..it was quite a scary experience..luckly I was not queueing up, nor in der toilet..if not, I will sure be rolling down der ailse or fall in der toilet.. But, I was wondering those ppl in der toilet..how was dem?? dey mus be having a real in-flight, roller-coaster..

Posted by my memories at 6:25 PM

woo..gotten uo der plane!!

wahkakas.. gotten up der plane.. hmm.. aft I went in der gate..I walk to der gate C11, den go in.. den got sercurity check..lolx.. den I walk through der gate, dey 'peep'.. den mus stand dere.. all b'cos of maii belt buckle lah!! den maii wallet der coins.. hails.. all check, check le..den proceed to der point and giv der boarding pass.. aft go sit down and wait for der gate to open.. it was raining quite heavily lah.. but still ok.. aft der gate open le..den dey sae.. row no. 20 to 30 go in 1st.. cus mii is row 21.. so go in 1st luhh// den walk thru der bridge..to der plane.. sho nice.. go in der plane den find der seat and put der bag up der cabin..


den aft door closed liao.. den prepare to fly.. dey realeased der brakes..den slowly taxle to der runway.. at terminal 2.. mus pass der bridge.. den below all der vehicals.. ahahs.. den turn here, turn dere..den turn till der last turn, den fly off!! woo... der feeling was sho nice.. all der things sho small.. den sho many clouds.. ahahs.. 1st time on plane der.. wahkakas..

Posted by my memories at 4:08 PM

wad der hell..

wad der..u knoe wadd?? Once iie reach der airport, at around 1 p.m..
I went to der check in counter to get my boarding pass..
But u knoe wad dey told mii??
dey sae, no passangers below 15 can board der plane alone..
I was lik.. huh?? where got lik tht der??
den dey ask mii to find an adult to check in with mii or change to a later date..
hai..den mii no choice, hav to go for a manhunting..
den I found a gd man, waiting to check in.. sho iie approach hymm..he said okay..sho we jus check in together..and got our boarding pass..
by der time, it has already been 2 p.m .. sho we agree to meet at 3 p.m. at der departure gate.. den, sian, mii go eat alone..den sms maii frend..

we acctualy wan chat on der fone der..but she sae, she afraid of thunder..and lightning sho don wan use fone..she afraid of tht.. ahas..den we sms luhh.. cus, acc at 1.30 wan call another (*forever fren)de.. but all b'cos of this thingy lahh..so by the time, she can't talk liao..so, iie smsed her b4 I board der plane lo..hai..I must find out der prob.

Posted by my memories at 3:38 PM

bye, and sry..

Bye bye, & sorry, iie woke up late todae,,ahahs, shoo no on9, and post.. mii nw post le, den I go le.. nw preparing, jus bathe.. cus, mi chat wif maii frends till this morning mahs..till 4 plus.. wah broke another record, 2nd latest sleeping, der lastest I slept was at 5 plus.. hehe..
we chat alot, den one of dem, keep on say, wait, wait, wait.. den leave mii alone wif another person.. sho bad luhh.. hail.. hahas, I go ler, nw still keep thinking of her, hail, I guess, I really gotta leave nw.. see you all on 7th Nov!! bye!

I loved her.. >.<

Posted by my memories at 12:29 PM

mii leaving s'pore tmr!!

wahh..sian.. mii leaving s'pore tmr(ltr) le..sho sian..everything is all mi alone der..go airport alone, eat alone, go up der plane alone..sit plane alone.. everything alone jiu shi liao lahh.. hai..
going to HK, den 6th nov den be bac.. den reach hm on 7th nov.. den, nxt mornin get up, go buy present for herr le..den, prepare, for her b'dae,, unless she wan meet mii lah, den iie can giv..if she don wan meet..den iie can't giv mahs,, but, i still will buy no matter wadd,,don take, i still jus buy.. see, mii wan fly le, stil thinking of herr.. that's why I sae even iie go also no use..cus, i would be thinking of her all der time..I really missed her sho much..it's lik losing sumone u truly loved.. den hav tuu leave her for a long time.. although 5 days for u all is short lahh.. but, for mii is long, and dull. cus, i miss her!! i wan to come bac, and see her!! hear her voice!! haii.. i'm leaving s'pore in 15 hrs 39 mins time.. see euu in der morning ltr..

Posted by my memories at 12:16 AM