23 November 2007

trying very hard..

Why should I choose her?? Even though she's beautiful, but, dosen't mean I must choose her.. I don't choose, fancy or love ppl, jus because they are pretty..I look on their character..not looks.. you want mii to forget abt you? I don't knoe when can I do tht.. I had been trying very hard everyday.. If it was so easy to forget, I would have forgotten you long ago..
Remember I told you before? 3mths? 1 year, 2 years or even 3 years? I don't knoe when.. I can't even know the answer myself.. Even though, I knew you had stead le.. But, I wouldn't mind.. because, you will be alot, much more happier with hymm, than with miie.. I just have to accept that..
I can't force you to fancy mii if you don't.. I can't force you to be with mii, if you don't wish to..I can't force.. I just want you to be happy.. not sad.. although, I may not wish to see you, ever again.. But, do you think I bare to do this? do you think so? From der start of 20th Sept '07.. I thought that, even though we did not go into a relationship.. But, at least our friendship will last long.. However, this simple wish was broken just after I came back from my sad& worried(high hopes) trip..
you had choosen to hate mii, you had choosen to, not talk to mii, you had choosen to, not make friends with mii, make any single contact with mii.. you had choosen this path.. So, I had no choice, but to follow& patch up on der bumpy path that, you had created for me.. I don't really know, when will I really totally foeget about you, or when will I not love you anymore.. I really don't know seriously..

Posted by my memories at 4:53 PM