31 December 2007

nicest day of 2007 I ever had..

The nicest day I ever had in 2007, is on 20th of September. Why? That's the day that I knew her, 20/09/07.. It was a Thursday I remember, the time was at 21:26, (9:26 p.m.)..

Well, till todae 31th December 2007, it was around 113days.. There's nothing much mre to say..

Nvm, I just wish all of you a very Happy New Year!! Good Luck& joy!!

Posted by my memories at 6:51 PM

28 December 2007

This is the cai hong that you wanted to know from mi..

哪里有彩虹告诉我　
能不能把我的愿望还给我

为什么天这么安静
所有的云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我　
释怀说了太多就成真不了

也许时间是一种解药　
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着　
你的声音这么近我却抱不到

没有地球　太阳还是会绕　
没有理由　我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单　你说依赖是我们的阻碍

就算放开但能不能别没收我的爱　

当作我最后才明白

Posted by my memories at 10:10 PM

25 December 2007

Merry Christmas everyone..

Merry Christmas everyone!! todae spend my first second of 25th December '07 outside.. No fireworks, no nothing de.. so sad de luhh.. I went to Vivo to buy some more presents de, den aft I actually wan to go Toy R' Us de, but den walk wrong side. So I go to Mini Toons& Action City first lo..den I don knoe which pooh my fren wan so I smsed her..but she no reply mii, so bad de lahhs..den I walk here, walk there den walk to Toys R' Us, aft it was closed!! cus it's already 9plus liaos.

Den nvm lo, I asked pebble call mii& chat chat chat, cus actually another person shld call mii at 9 de, but I suppose that she had forgotten.I call pebble up, she say she cannot chat le liaos.. so den mii sad sad alone again luhhs. I wait till 23.59 den I send all the messages, aft sian!! half of them can't send out network jammed, somemore is the most important ppl did not manage to send out lehhs. so wad lah, aft I head back to Tampines, den reach bus inter liao, no bus at all!! den I go to HDB ther& find a cab, no cab turn in at all de. Den my friend call mii, ask mii to becareful, all these den we laugh laugh laugh, aft I smsed his sister, den she reply also.

Finally took a cab le, it was a Blue Comfort Sonata!! I wan tht merc!! but someone took it, mii kok eye, blur blur at nite anyhow flagged.. I took to st 33 ther, der Tampines Mart. der cab fare was $7.00! so ex lahs. aft, I take home from ther till my home it costs, around.. erm.. 5 dollars plus to 6 dollars like tht.. so ex de luhh, but it was a sliver arrow, 'sabb', ai ya, don knoe how to spell tht model lah. den reach home le, shower, listen songs, den sleep liaos.

This morning woke up, reply joey's sms, den she reply back, den sms pebble, den no reply de. till 4plus pebble reply mii, say babysit her own sister get 5 dollars/hr.. so good lahs.. I tell her, I take care of her lah, den she pay mii, but, she don wan.. den sian, I went to Junction 8 to shop for presents again.. den all nothing to shop de, all presents all bought by ppl liaos. den took train back, den bused back.. den till nw online luhh.. wow.. wad a tiring day todae arh?? okays lahs..

Merry Christmas everybody!! whshing all of you to have a blessful& joyful christmas!!

Posted by my memories at 10:29 PM

24 December 2007

HoHoHo~Merry Christmas!!

Hey's, helloss everybody.. 4 mre hours to Christmas, ha, den it's going to be 25th of December.. haix.. it has been 3mths 5 days since mii& her knew each other le.. & it's gonna be 8mre days to my flooding city.. Wonder when am I going to cry again liaos.. sch re-open sure will de one, I guess, der 1st meal in canteen of der year, I am going to eat from tht store.. hai, don nid ask why..to remember her forever bahs..?

okays, I shall make a quick post before speeding my way to Vivo Shopping spree alone.. mii very diao rite?? go out alone.. okays, todae thi moring 12 midnite, smsed pebble, den she say wad spotcheck, den never sms liaos.. den aft i listen songs, 1 plus den sleep.. woke up at 10 like that, den maii friend call mii, I go wash up rest for awhile den pebble sms mii liaos.. we smsed for a short while den she go do things, I also go do maii things.. den 11 plus pop out of der hse le.. go meet up maii friend. we go Tampines Mall together, den help maii another friend buy things, aft I go B1 eat tht, Yoshinoya.. aft go NTUC buy things for his sister le, den preparing to walk up tht time, pebble called mii& asked, where am I, den I asked her where she is, she keep on don wan to say.. I thought she at maii side onli luhhs.. den heard joey's voice.. we elllos here,& ellos ther.. haha..

Reached maii friend hse le, den we go play com, see videos, aft I play with his sister, den maii two friend play com game.. we play, ping pong, play till lik so fun lahs.. haha.. den 5 plus den I head home le, reach home le rest shower, den on9 till nw.. den now blogging luhhs.. going to Vivo to buy things, den just countdown at ther luhhs..I really got to go le lahhs.. HoHoHo, merry Christmas everybody.. & I loved herr..

Posted by my memories at 7:58 PM

23 December 2007

I am so tired nw..

I am so tired noows.. so siann. jus nw watch der channel 5, 7 p.m the show, den till 9 p.m., den the shrek that catoon till 9.25 den I focus all on9 liaos.. den was like so tired lahs, sit infront of the com so long.. den nw on9 till 11 plus lik tht or 12.. still hav 2 more hours to go lehhs.. sian de luhhhs.. den nw tagging with, cassandra, yupin& justin.. ai yo.. justin arh, justin.. hai.. you arh.. mus jia you arhs.. btw, wishing everyone a Merry Christmas& a blessful 2008 ahead!! woooos!! I loved herr!!!

Posted by my memories at 9:50 PM

I can't take it anymore, but I still have to..

It all was just started with an online forum thread that sparks this. If not for that thread, I would not be writing this over here. Today, I really cried out when I see all those new replies, they are just giving hard comments, insulting, making fun of mii. I really wonder when will they stop that, unless I delete that thread off. I couldn't belive that, why will they wan to do this, even though they do not have this kind of problem? It has became a "Hot Thread with New Replies" already, from 9th Dec till now, 23th Dec.. It was like almost at least 1 weeks plus to 2 weeks? Can't they just stop those stupid comments? But, I wish to thanked those who had really gave mii a good replies, thanks so much..

Posted by my memories at 8:09 PM

21 December 2007

20% added again??

Grey again todae bahhs.. okays well.. really nothing to say much also..I just don't know why that, I just felt a great big loss all der way from since der school ends.. I sstill have alot, alot of unposted stufffs waiting to post them up one by one.. I really don't know how to post it anymmore le.. If I join them up together, it would be really lik a big big unsolve puzzle..If I picked them up one by one, & pasted it up clearly.. It would be a long long story, it also can be a big unclear picture of wad happen during these 3mths 1 days..

I don't know wad to do anymore, that's the reason tht I added these 30% & another 20%, to 120% today.. I really hav no appitite to eat at all.. even, If i ate, it was becos, i was forced to.. I really don't know wad to.. Just to by onli walking 1 step at a tiime, & look.. onil 12 more days to school re-open.. I only knoe, tht, i will cry or be happy on tht day..

Posted by my memories at 9:53 PM

20 December 2007

It's another special dayy..

What font colour shld I use?? Grey I guess, it's represents clouds, clouds represents a rainy day.. It's a rainy day for mii todae, I just don't feel like eating at all, or not even drinking.. Reason? today is another 20th of der month.. december 20th, 2007..

It has been three months since we had known each other, it's 2.30 a.m. now. I am still up composing this post on my bed.. Although we are on der phone chating while der clock struck 12, we did not do, or say anything special bahs..What I only said was, oh, todae is twentyy le.. I purposely said der twentyy out long.. hope you have notice.. Never mind too, if you had not notice it.. It's okay, I can understand..

During this three months, there are much sweetness, bitterness& sourness in chinese which can be said as, "zai zhe san ge yue yi lai, 'suan, tian, ku, la' dou you.." It really had been three months, I had tired to ignore, not to cry, to forget, not to love, to love even more.. I had really all tried before, but only one of them came through.. which is 'love more'.. I don't understand myself why I will still love you so much till now.. When will this 'love battle field end?', I don't know..

Posted by my memories at 2:08 AM

18 December 2007

shoo funn todaee..

todae so fun playing badmintain with maii fren, his sis& his mom..lolx.. mii todae wako up at 8 plus, den go wash up, on9 le.. neber eat..onli drink tehh tarik nia..ai yahhs don knoe how to spell lahhs.. den call cassandra,her fone cannot get through de..aft she sms mi,den finally on9 liaos..aft justin& yupin come in le.. all tag maii blog till lik don knoe wad..den ltr, pebble call mii, say abt she sotong..go take wrong train..shld take to Tampines, den she take to Tanah Merah..chat..chat, den she reached tampines le, den heard joeyy's voice,& her friend den we hang up liaos..

aft, it was time to go out le..so I go shower& change luhhs..aft 1 plus den go out.. I took 293 to inter..den already late liaos.. it's like 2.05 le.. den I wan take 69 de..den no bus..I took cab outside TeliPark there.. lolx.. luckly I got a Trans-Cab, if not expensive till don knoe wad.. till there it;s like $2.70..

den I ran up to der court to find them.. sianz..dey haven reach yet.. waste maii $2.70.. I shld hav took bus instead.. I wait,wait& wait.. joey sms mii,, aft pebble sms mii.. den, I was like so diao luhhs.. two person fighting for mii.. lol ritees?? aft they go for Co.liaos.. den I went down to NTUC to buy water..den maii friend& his sis come le.. he left his sister wib mii.. haha.. den we chat chat chat.. der stupid auntie front so slow.. den still scold der cashier guai lan.. cus, she can't use der discount voucher mahs.. ai yoh.. I wanted to scold de..but, i don wan infulence his sister..ltr she follow mii, I cham..

den aft, we go up& play play, & play, den got one old uncle come& say us why we use 2 court??cus, we onli use 1 court nia mahs.. aft, his mom buay song.. go to office& complain..hahas..aft, we win!! yeahs.. got a few times we beat until very hiong..we hit, hit& no stop de..der ball neber drop.. den till 5 p.m, we go wash up, den go food court..haiz..aft go NTUC, go pei them buy things..aft we walk to der bus-stop..I go take maii own bus, opp, dey wait for his dad..I took 69 back, den took 28.. den reach home le luhhs..

hai yo, den cassandra also sick.. same as mii, fever, cold.. always say take care of yourself, den everytime sick de..break promise..you mus take cares, go sleep early..don get youurself sick again& again.. if not, ask mii how to 'fang xin'?? go rest bahhs.. mii also going to rest le..,& your singing very nice.. keep it up..jia yous!!

Posted by my memories at 10:09 PM

iie love you, you dumbo..

我是想着你, 一直想着你,

你在我心底变成了秘密,

时间一直去, 回忆真美丽,

不要说你爱我, 你想我,

如果你的心里没有这么做,

只是勉强的敷衍我,

我知道了会很难受,

我要你默默走不回头,

我会清楚明白你要的是什么,

无须勉强的安慰我,

说奇怪的理由,

到现在还是深深的爱着你,

是爱情的, 友情的, 都可以, 那是我心中的幸福,

给你远方的祝福..

I am thinking of you, had been always thinking of you till now,

you had became a secret in my heart,

der time is passing day by day, thinking of those past memories are sweet,

don't say you love me, think of me,

if your heart didn't really do that,

only just to make me feel happy,

if I knows that, I would be terribly upset,

I want you to continue your journey, not turning back,

I will understand clearly what you really want,

don't comfort me, with those impossible reasons,

till now, I really still love you deeply,

whether it's a beautiful relationship, friendship, it's okay that's my heart's happiness..

wishing you a far away happiness..

Posted by my memories at 9:18 AM

16 December 2007

tks..tks..

wahs.. thanks for taggin arhs.. hhaa. okays okays. gd gd.. continue tagging.. haix.. mii beri sians.. slowly sweet talk arhs.. nvm de.. as much as you can.. np with mii..hahaha

Posted by my memories at 11:48 PM

wahhs...sianx arhhs..

hoo hoo hoo.. merry sianx.. lolx.. dots..shld be merry christmas instead..but, nvm...it's okay..hai..todae is far too sian already!! todae iie slept at 3plus to 4 plus bahh.. chat wib cassandra on fone till 1plus.. den she zzZZZzz liaos.. aft I continue my own things till 3 plus den sleep.. aft lehh.. woken up at 8 plus, cus my fone sms ring..joey smsed mii..den I wan reply her ders..aft I reply till half way.. I dozed off liaos..till 10 plus I woke up..

den aft go do maii own things..den 12 plus on9.. cassandra called mii again..we talk talk talk.. till 1 plus.. I go do maii things again.. aft on9 again. hahhahaha.. aft hors.. we continue talking till 3 plus...aft she don let mii go prepare..till 4 plus den let mii go.. sho bad rite hers?? aft finally yu pin coax her.. den can der..

aft I go hang up der clothes(see iie so guai hor??), aft go shower, change den go out to pasir ris le..go find justin..I reach pasir ris le, den he hav not reach yet.. aft cassandra call mii again... we talk talk talk.. den I go towards her hse there.. but hor..go till before elias rd there..I stop liaos.. ltr she see mii, I cham arhs..sure die..so I turn back to der downtown there..aft maii fone low batt lers.. so I say reach home den call her luhh..aft I head back to tampines..go home..charge fone..rest awhile..

den go out again to century square find tht justin.. say wan go pasir ris, aft go century square..haiz.. der food junction so many ppl..den I went to white sands..go eat.. luckly not much ppl..haiz.. aft lehhs.. cassandra say wan to go KFC to buy dinner.. aft I went down to see her.. hahha.. ask her look left she look right..diao rights she?? den I goguaidian mahs.. she go up escalator, den i ask her to look right, she at there huh??huh??huh?? den nvm..fine.. aft she go take bus.. I go NTUC, she call mii go Tampnies to find justin.. den I go luhhs.. I go back to take bus..go le, den she ask mii take MRT.. den I was lik. okay luhhs, fine.. I took the trrain.. den i saw her bus.. haha.. okays, den reach TM le, I go NTUC.. den find justin.. diao.. find till half way.. he called mii.. he say he already at AMK liaos. den I wan to.. wahhs.. so wad de lahs
den I buy things home lo.. we talk talk talk..till I reach home.. hahha. den aft, I shower, den on9 luhhs.. till nw hahhas..

Posted by my memories at 10:47 PM

14 December 2007

sianx nw der luhh..

hi, gd morning..diao..mii so early wake up at 8.10 a.m. todae.. jus to wait for a call& call somebody.. mii so a good worker rite?? Start work shld be nxt year de..but, become the day before, start liao..haiz.nw sun so bright.. keep shinning on mii de..>.<

ltr still hab to go sch to do der stupid Giro thingy..so ma fun, mus wear sch-uni again..T.T stupid teacher....wah..got alot of things to do lehh.. but hor, I wan mre ppl to call mii out!! hahaha..go anywhere also can..in singapore lahh..unless you buy a air ticket for mii den I go overseas.. for your info, all budget airline all already full liao..>.<

Posted by my memories at 8:53 AM

13 December 2007

woo..woo..woo...

Finally adding some colours here tonite, instead of der grey dark words.. hoohoohooha..mii lik so hyper lik tht..>.<;

alright, let's get to der point..todae, we finally talk again liaos.. on der fone..>< face="georgia">she keep forgetting things de.. den we talk,talk& talk.. till abt maii friend.. den ask, ask& ask..den I told her abt, my trip on the plane the toilet thingy de, den she also laugh lik siao.. haha.. (opps..I say her siao.. ltr I die le..T.T) till half way hor... she suddendly say, she hungry wan go eat noodles, den I was at ther lik.. she really siao de luhh..so late le still eat noodles.. but, nvm lahhs. the funny thing is, she find one noodles mus go find the whole kitchen de luhhs.. aft she say, find le!! so loud, my ears almost gone deaf de luhhs.. her voice become sharp liaos..

aft she say the hot water so hot..(lolx rites?? hot water not hot how to call hot water??ai yooh.. den she laugh again.. laugh for lik don knoe how long luhh..shld call her 'ms. laughter' instead luhhs.. even she go in the room ask her grandma see can cook noodles to eat anot.. den she also laugh, laugh.. she tht time 1 shot laugh 5 days lo.. nw still hav not stop yet.. ><>

Posted by my memories at 10:04 PM

08 December 2007

All trips cancelled

haha, everyone, just here to tell you that, my trip to malaysia& China is cancelled.. for some certain circrumstances.. which I also don wish to disclosed too.. hmmm.. I will still be staying in Singapore this december..haha, I knoe all of you very sad rite, that I came back..not so fast leave here.. haha, don't worry lahh.. I will leave another time, soon.. so be happy..!!

Posted by my memories at 9:58 PM

thinking back..

I am thinking back of thoes days when I woke up early at 5 plus, & be out of house at almost 6 going to the bus-stop to wait for your smses, or calls.. why I'm thinking back?? because, I was still outside at 5 plus in the dawn hrs, on 6th dec '07.. wow, time flies ah?? we had not talked to each other for 1 mth 8 days.. I knew that, you won't remember or count so clearly.. because, you don't care.. you don't want to know, don't wish to knoe.. am I right to say that??

If you are thinking why, I still can't forget abt you, I tell you why.. If it was that so easy to get you off my mind.. it wouldn't have wait till todae.. I really, really want to forget about you.. But, I just simply can't..my mind can't jus clean you off& treat it as, nothing has happen.. I had told you before.. normally I can forget abt a person in jus 3 weeks.. but you?? I don't know why it took longer than others.. it actually took 1 mth& 8 days already.. why that long?? I can't have you on my mind anymore.. But, I guess I need alot more time to do that, once sch-re-opens, I have to get up at those times, walk the same route, same bus-stop, same bus-interchange,same back gate.. same canteen..

I want to get you off my mind!! I'm getting crazy over here..

remember what I told you?? 3mths, 1year, 2 years or 3 years?? I don't know when I can forget about you compeletly.. my birthday falls on the 20th.. do you think, I will get happy ever again on this day?? I don't think so gerr...