20 December 2007

It's another special dayy..

What font colour shld I use?? Grey I guess, it's represents clouds, clouds represents a rainy day.. It's a rainy day for mii todae, I just don't feel like eating at all, or not even drinking.. Reason? today is another 20th of der month.. december 20th, 2007..
It has been three months since we had known each other, it's 2.30 a.m. now. I am still up composing this post on my bed.. Although we are on der phone chating while der clock struck 12, we did not do, or say anything special bahs..What I only said was, oh, todae is twentyy le.. I purposely said der twentyy out long.. hope you have notice.. Never mind too, if you had not notice it.. It's okay, I can understand..
During this three months, there are much sweetness, bitterness& sourness in chinese which can be said as, "zai zhe san ge yue yi lai, 'suan, tian, ku, la' dou you.." It really had been three months, I had tired to ignore, not to cry, to forget, not to love, to love even more.. I had really all tried before, but only one of them came through.. which is 'love more'.. I don't understand myself why I will still love you so much till now.. When will this 'love battle field end?', I don't know..

Posted by my memories at 2:08 AM