08 December 2007

thinking back..

I am thinking back of thoes days when I woke up early at 5 plus, & be out of house at almost 6 going to the bus-stop to wait for your smses, or calls.. why I'm thinking back?? because, I was still outside at 5 plus in the dawn hrs, on 6th dec '07.. wow, time flies ah?? we had not talked to each other for 1 mth 8 days.. I knew that, you won't remember or count so clearly.. because, you don't care.. you don't want to know, don't wish to knoe.. am I right to say that??
If you are thinking why, I still can't forget abt you, I tell you why.. If it was that so easy to get you off my mind.. it wouldn't have wait till todae.. I really, really want to forget about you.. But, I just simply can't..my mind can't jus clean you off& treat it as, nothing has happen.. I had told you before.. normally I can forget abt a person in jus 3 weeks.. but you?? I don't know why it took longer than others.. it actually took 1 mth& 8 days already.. why that long?? I can't have you on my mind anymore.. But, I guess I need alot more time to do that, once sch-re-opens, I have to get up at those times, walk the same route, same bus-stop, same bus-interchange,same back gate.. same canteen..
I want to get you off my mind!! I'm getting crazy over here..
remember what I told you?? 3mths, 1year, 2 years or 3 years?? I don't know when I can forget about you compeletly.. my birthday falls on the 20th.. do you think, I will get happy ever again on this day?? I don't think so gerr...

Posted by my memories at 9:38 PM