27 June 2010

What are you thinking in your mind now?






You told me that you ignore me because, I went out with that girl.. But I have no feelings for her at all.. But why ignore me because of this? Its it because you thought that, how I said I love you was all fake? Why cant you believe that my love for you is true?


I am not one of those guys like 'him' or those flirty, and undevoted love.. I am not one of those..
My motivation is still not up.. College semester is starting soon.. How am I going to lead that kind of mundane life?

 I really need you back.. I want us to start afresh again.. Can you start by msging me everyday from today?
You asked me to trust you.. Till this day, I had already learnt to give my full trust to you.. I really really love you alot.. I want to take care of you.. Being by your side.. G.. Dont you feel anything for us? At all? Not even regreting?

My thoughts were us was, to last till you reach poly.. Because, you will know better guys there.. I really dont mind, how you treat me.. or feel bad for loosing feelings for me.. But I want you to accept my true love.. Can you trust me again? That, I will not give you anymore problems? I will agree anything you say, as long as we're together.. Even its less than a year till you reach poly.. But,  really dont mind..

Because I love you..


Reply my msgs from now on.. will you? And if you see this.. reply okay? and get well soon.. I am worried about you.. I cant sleep at all.. I dont know how you are.. Please reply me from now on.. Dont ignore me anymore..



These are our first month presents which you gave.. which I still sleep and cry on every night..
 The white bear, reads, 'Love'..
 The love we have.. and we last.. 
Can you give me the love again? 

You still owe me, first month card, V'day's gift, birthday card & my birthday present.. When will you give them to me?

Posted by my memories at 5:41 PM