17 June 2010
why?
I dont know why am I still holding on to you.. I ask myself every night.. At times, cry myself to sleep.. Thinking, why did you leave me just so suddendly? Didnt you really love me at all? For that three months, what am I to you? Was I important? I know, even I was with you, you haden't forgotten him.. When I ask you to do things related to him, you will get angry or just simply brushed it off. Why you did this to me? I really cant forget how cold you was towards me that afternoon. And I just burst into tears because I cant take it. Dont you feel anything?
You told me, it tae you a long time to forget him, then, how about me? Have you forgotten me? Its not that we're not togerther before, and we're close before. A person who had always been there for you, till you sleeps and greets you every morning even I dont need to.
Please stop asking me to forget you.
You said you cant feel my care for you now, but, you didnt open up your heart for my care to go in. How can you feel it?
I know, you dont believe me that I am not with that girl. But, we're really just friends, I did not think of any girls at all when and even after we were together. Dont say I am too good for you, if I am, you wouldnt have left. And do you remember what you wrote to me in the letter? Hope you do..
Just to let you know, no matter what it takes, I will wait for you to come back.
Because I really really love you alot G..
