11 July 2010

you are immune

you are immnue to wad i say now.. my posts of, telling you, I cant forget you, that, I am devoted.. that, I still love you.. takes no effect on you at all.. but, do you remember how we got together? how I confessed to you?



I dont know why, this week, I just felt everything is repeating again.. I just felt that we are still together, waking up in the morning to wake you up, at night to wish you goodnight and asking you to cover.. I miss your hands locking around my arms, I miss the warmth of your head when you lie down on my chest.. I miss your breath.. I miss your legs resting on me.. I MISS YOU ALOT ALOT..



I have stopped msging you now.. thats wad you always wanted am I right? I think, we could really be strangers now..
why do you have to do this to me? wad did i deserve to have this? do you really hate me so much?
I just cant bring myself to hate you..
Did you really really love me at all? Even once? Did you?

How I wish you're by my side when I need someone to talk to.. how I wish, we were still happily together, spending everday, talking to each other..
 - I'll be waiting.. November.. My promise..
- and I thank you for trying piglet again that night for your feelings to come back.. I appreciate that..
I am ready to change for you.. as long as you are willing to accept me again.. and starting afresh..
LY

Posted by my memories at 3:08 PM