09 January 2011
I miss you alot..
I fractured my right thumb.. ): my cupboard fell on me.. pain.. pain.. ): hope it recover soon.. it still hurts a little now. This coming Wed, going KTPH for MRI scan.. well, comfim something bad is in my body. SIGH!
okay. First day of work on Mon. Not too bad, nice colleagues. Funny ones and learn quite afew things. (: Have few of them quite young. (: but, I just dont know wad to do. There's one colleague who looked almost like her! How am I going to forget her like that? Cant help but to keep glancing at her.. nah. nvm.. Just continue to love her ba, since I cant forget.
Sigh.. Its 9th of January now. And I'm still thinking of you constantly. Whenever I'm alone, or I see couples being sweet or hear songs like, 我爱的就是你，小酒窝(My fav song which you remembered)，MJ's, you're not alone, Always Be my Baby and etc. All the memories would come back. Sometimes, I couldnt help but cry in my heart.
I remembered there was once you asked me, What if one day, you want to break up with me, What would I do or how would I feel? I said, "you would have your reasons wanting to break up with me, and I would respect your decision". Its true, I respected your decisions. Reluctantly. And I regretted it. But, I have yet to know WHY. Wads the reason that you wanted SO MUCH, to break up with me.
That evening that I cried in front of you, I really thought to myself, wad have I done?
Tmr, you and I would be taking our O's results. Last year, my biggest fear was you, to change your heart once you're in Poly. But now. Everything is not the same.
If I were given a chance to be with you again, even the ending is the same, I would. Because I really loved you..
我爱的真的就是你。
*I would never argue with you again. I'm Sorry. I'll never let you change for me. And I would compromise with you, with anything you wish. As long as we can be together again. Let that be my best birthday gift ever.. Love you..
